Wednesday, July 19, 2006
i m dead... some1 is gg to spam my tagboard... cry!!!!!!!
hahas.... :)
in fact i dunno i m angry or happi....angry coz of the earlier part of the day....happi coz of the later part of the day....according to maths....it shld be balanced offf... tink i getting damn lame over here".............. faster faster................... very busy!!!!!!"
like onli they busywe nt busy mehwill she believe tat i can totally step away by NOW!!!!EVERYTHING SHE CAN DO HERSELF DE... IF I WAN...everytime to run away 1st is her... she throws all the leftovers for us... i starting to tink wat will happen in the future....gd luck to those hu will be there... those few...."go in go in........ waiting....." nt i wan to sae anything.....
the whole place cramped like mad alr....yet still wan all of us to get inFOR WAT? DOOR GODS AH!!!!!in watever case... the limelight are nt us... wat for wan all to go in....dun ever make promises tat u cant do.....the same old ting again n again n again....i getting bloody tired n sicked of it le...has it change??????no nvrso wat's the pt of making the promises u cant dothe same goes for those few hu have made the speeches.....wat's the pt of winning the votes when u noe tat u cant possibly do tat for them.....somtimes somethings need a miracle n miracles dun drop by often....so wat's the pt of making empty promises...wat's the pt of chiding ppl when u cant find another person...is nt like i have a gprs of the person inside mi....the person have legs n neither is she or him my gf/bf....wat for the person have to report his/her whereabouts to mi....even if he/she is my bf/gf they oso dunnned to report to mi wat.....scolding ppl for something they didnt do or didnt noe is one of the worst tings... u settle 1 ting wif a person...u expect the person to tell every1.....but the person forgets or feels tat he/she has their own way of doing tings... wat's the pt of scolding some1 nt related to the matter for something tat falls short of ur expectation.....dun miss lessons dun miss lessons....like bloody hell i wan to miss lessons....like bloody hell i have no idea tat the lessons r impt esp for tis yr.....like bloody hell i dun understand wat is more impt for mi....but when u accept something.... an extra responsibility is given to u...u have to carry thr it....they arrange to be clashing wif lessons wat can i do....juz throw them there n go away on my own.....wan to complete everything but it wan to continue another day...is it my fault?perhaps i shldnt have taken upon something tat i will suffer thr it.....perhaps is realli my fault....perhaps everything is my fault rite from the start........i juz wan to hide in the corner of the world.....
looking at tat direction.... (:(
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