Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i tink i gg to fail 2 pract le... haiz...how i wish the motivation will arrive sooner...or maybe i m juz plain lazy...perhaps i shld juz bloody hell smash my com n tv....wahaha.... maybe tat will solve the problem but hell no...i will fall asleep as early as after dinner....wthi wanna noe wat is wrong wif mi... haiz.....looking out for a place to be in....everywhere nor any1 seems happi to be wif mi.....
- looking out
Saturday, August 26, 2006
ord todae... hehe... dunno shld feel sad or happi...
maybe is a mixed of both...
todae shall be short n sweet..
i juz wanna to tell every1 i fail chem pract le...
wahaha...
haiz....
i m starting to agree tat i have a boring life.... haiz...
tings r getting sianer n sianer as the days go by....
i dun need a wake up call...
i juz need the motivation... rar....
- looking out
Thursday, August 24, 2006
ct results finally all out...
wahaha.... nt tat bad afterall...
at least meet my own target other than combined humans...
or at least the target tat i nvr have studied bah...
coz if i study standard might be higher huh?
lol.... prelim is tml n i m blogging here....
i tink i m crazy too...wahaha.... :)
p.s. i dun wan to be part of happism....
there r something we will nvr be able to forget....
nvr ever will be able to forget at least in tis lifetime...
when u c tings tat bear a similar resemblance...
u will be reminded of those memories deep in ur heart....
no matter whether is it happi or be it sad...
i guess i will alwaes be reminded of tings like tat... haiz...
those memories.... like when i was being slapped...
when i make ppl cry... when ppl cry for my sake...
haiz... y cant be any happier...
ord coming soon... i m finally free from anything...
i tink i gg to start studying after the last day of lesson bah...
there is still time ppl...wahaha... daijiobu:)
to those assholes out there hu tink tat i m being overboard...
frankly speaking i m treating all my frienz the same lah...
damn it... the most i shall keep my distance away from those ppl u noe...
even when i tink tat i have done nth wrong at all....
i shall shut myself up when u all r ard...
i shall nt utter a single word when u r ard unless u ask mi tings...
ivy, i m sorri tat i didnt score well for geo... i m sorri... sorri:(
i m truly sorri i wun make the same mistake again...
lend mi ur ecotourism...wahaha:)
perhaps i m waiting for a reply tat might be my motivation for 'o' levels... :)
- looking out
Monday, August 21, 2006
i tink i m depressed... hahas...
for no exact reasons i guess...
juz some weird feelings that are stirring in mi....
dun exactly noe wat is it...
i tink i getting sick too... hahas...
maybe is time to for mi to rest at home for a day....
hope it wun clash wif prelims bah...
it shall be random again... hahas..
some ppl r juz plain selfish...
some ppl r juz plain self-centred...
some ppl r juz plainly living for desiaoing...
i guess i m juz a part of all...
guess i m realli evil, isnt it?perhaps wat i hope for is nt u...but a frienz, a true frienz... hu will noe mi inside out... more than i noe myself...hu will hold a place in my heart forever....i m nt greedy... juz a few will do...ppl juz like yc...
- looking out
Saturday, August 19, 2006
haiz.... i was tinking abt tings over n over again...
on a bus... perhaps i shld be destinied to be alone...
alone alone alone alone alone alone....
i dunno y but i have a feeling some1 is hinting something to mi...
maybe i m juz panaroid but i tink i shld be alone....
juz like how i used to be...
hahas.. ivy dun so gan chiong... i write write onli...
trying to c wat effects will u all have....
afterall is xue u de lor... referring to ur blog...
hahas... u oso warn ppl nt to desiaoz mah... wahaha...
i dun have so xiao qi lah... hahas...
after all desiaozing ppl make life more interesting mah...
hahas.. xueli.. sorri i dun quite get wat u mean... lol...
dun understand can ask after lessons de wat...
no pt stopping the lesson or watsoever...
hahas... tat's wat i trying to sae...
btw the chap i oso dun understand myself...hahas..
or perhaps i shld juz go to school...
sit down there n sae nt a single word...
n rot my way thr...
go home straight after school...
perhaps tis shld be the kind of life i have...
i shld juz be a nerd...
wth is wrong wif mi toking to other ppl...
rar... nvm... i shall juz take it as my fault....
i shld juz shut up....
forever...
looking out at the lonely nite...willing to be alone....
- looking out
Friday, August 18, 2006
ct is over....i have tot i will fail badly...but from the looks of it...i tink i m gg to survive....and once again i m ashamed to sae tat i didnt study a lot....much less than mug n the qs turn out to be surprisingly to my taste...hahas..... so i wun die tis time....dun tink i will be tis lucky the next time... hehe.....come to tink of it...perhaps i shld realli start to work hard... since the real ting is coming my way....and after tat i will be able to do wat i wan....i wan to noe tat tml is 17th nov 2006....wahaha...is a dumb ting tat will nvr come true though....life will still carry on wif ppl continuing to desiaoz mi....EVIL PPL!!!!!!!>>>>>>THOSE HU DESIAOZ MI ON THE TAGBOARD...yeah so desdina.... went out wif ppl to watch the breakout...tink i m stupid coz i dun quite understand the ting inside the ting...it didnt not touch my heart much less than humour mi....hahas... nt tat i dun understand the plot though... even anime touch my heart more than a movie... waste of money????lol.... guess i wun be watching lakehouse le coz most cinemas have put it down:(btw.... let make mi clear...i have nth to do wif yz can? diaoz.... fan bai yan --hahas.... since is after ct... i shall blog abt ppl...wat i tink abt ppl... perhaps i hope every1 is perfect bah...tat's y i can irritated easily by acts of ppl...haiz... though i noe ppl r imperfect including myself....but y cant juz ppl like quieten down a bit...sometimes is too noisy lah... esp during morning....is tat a need to tok so much when i still feeling sleepy? though i m a pig:)so pro is the 1 standing on top... keep repeating the same ting...wun get sianz de.... haiz... weird ppl....so wat if u cant understand the lesson...is there a need to ask the teacher to stop the lesson juz for u....to mi is utter bullshit to stop it...u either go home mull over until u understand or u ask the teacher after lesson....is there a point to wait for 1 particular person?then when u understand e topic tat time...have u thought of asking the teacher to slow down for others...u will have juz wish tat the teacher finish it as fast as possible....i dun understand the topic but so...
i choose nt to mull over it at home...
so is my own fault nt others... tis apply to u as welll.....
yeah to all other ppl hu misunderstand my meaning of "u"...
esp to the one hu dun understand the literal meaning of a princess.....
is referring to EXAMS la!!!!
diaoz....
i juz wan to stay in a lonely nite...tinking about.....
- looking out
Thursday, August 17, 2006
wahaha... congrats mi ppl....i have failed my oral... wahaha.....u r killing mi... no matter wat happens...u r still killing mi as the time goes by.... hahas!!!
- looking out
Thursday, August 10, 2006
everytime i want to blog abt something
i come here...
but when i come here...
i forget wat i wan to blog abt....
muz be stm doing its work.... haiz
every1's leaving their com for their studies
y m i still stuck here everyday staring at the com from when i came home....
i juz dun have the stupid mood to study or even do hw....
it feels sianz but yeah everything feels sianz to mi....
is like i dragging the days to go by...
wth is wrong wif mi lah...
haiz....
i wan to work hard and study for tis second...
n the next i feel sianz doing so....
i have been like tat since like haiz...
a long long time...
i dunno wth is wrong wif mi..
haiz... juz no mood to do work or study...
n the worst tings...
tests n exams are ard the corner.... haiz....
i juz wan to hide n hide n hide....
hahas... enuff crapping...
tis is something i wan to blog abt for a veri long time but keep forgetting...
hehe... a great piece of news to those living in my area...
the hawker centre is finally ready....
wahaha.... food food n more food....
yummy miss the food... :)
looking out at the starry nite...
tinking of food :)
i realli dunno wat is wrong wif mi...i juz had tis dumb feeling...haiz... is juz tat tat i.... haiz...gd luck!!!! hehe...
- looking out
Friday, August 04, 2006
haiz... juz gt my hair cut... hehe...
short short hair... hehe...
oh ya.. forget to put inside ytd...
i m here to spread daoism ( nt taoism)
gt diff kk....
hmmm... is a great religion invented by mi...
wahaha.... is the direct opp of happism which is invented by jj....
hahas....
maybe i can add in oinkism oso...
i seem to like to oink alot lately....
hahas....nth much....
shall start to work hard coz exams coming but still no mood lei...
so sianz... haiz
watching at the starry nite...
tinking of exams!!! sobs:(
- looking out
Thursday, August 03, 2006
quite long nvr blog le...haiz... a bit dunno wat to sae... y does it seem tat everything i seem to be doing nowadays r wrong...juz wat the hell is wrong wif mi????look in the direction wrong...talk abt ppl oso wrong...aiyah... everything seems to go wrong...nothing seem to go rite... y ????i m totally clueless....these few days have sec 1 interview...yeah quite expected bah...some gd some bad.... some btr some worse....maybe all sec 1s are like tat...i tink i m worse in sec 1 lah...lol.... time seems to fly... these 4 yrs juz fly pass...the memories will stay wif mi at least if my puny brain can hold...some nice n wonderful memories wif all of the ppl here....i gg to stop being addicted to tis damn com...i muz realli start to do my hw... haiz...watching out of the window in the starry nite alone...
hoping for wat i wan to come true....
maybe is time to pick up from where i leave it...
the stupid feelings tat have been swirling ard...
i wanna to stop all tat....
getting a bit tired of it....
perhaps is btr to keep it to urself..
haha... bet some1 will agree wif mi.... hahas....
- looking out