Monday, October 30, 2006
i veri sad... i veri depressed....perhaps is coz of u... hcl examperhaps is coz of u... hcl examperhaps is coz of u....hcl examperhaps is coz of u....hcl examhaiz....
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
hmmm.. i m sianz i have nth to do....dun feel like studying at all.... hehe....but still have to study? lol...have physics prac today.. i tink is the worst pract i m gg to do ....1st time the physic pract so diff... sianz... can some1 smart enuff to tell mi whether is it a straight line graph or a curve graph....can some1 scold mi for making a stupid mistake....m= 1/fv-1i actually do tis... fm=v-1....oh no... i tink i can fail maths as well... wat a dumb mistake lah....i shall be more alert for my chem pract.... a1 a1 a1 a1 a1 a1 a1 a1 a1 a1.... wahaha... i crazy le.....oh ya... i shall try tis....since is nt copying...hehe....u: thanx for the wonderful memories u have given mi... be it sad or happy...u: thanx for being a frien without a mask...u: thanx for showing ur care n concern n making my blog... hehe...u: thanx for making mi realise a rainbow will appear after rain....u: thanx for making realise i m of some worth by asking mi chem qs...u: hope i will be there for u when u need mi... no matter wat happens... u: promise i will go to nj wif u.... hehe....myself: thx for being a pig (-(00)-)
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Monday, October 23, 2006
shld i sae something i dun like 1st or something i like 1st...wat a bother even tis type of ting is bothering mi...wat the helll.....the more i try to suppress.. it seems to overwhelmed mi...maybe i shld xian ku hou dian bah :)does 9.50 n 8 dollars make tat huge of a difference....i mean is nt everytime tat u go out to watch a movie rite....so does tat 1.50 make a big difference to every1...so wat the hell is wrong wif gg to movies on sat n sundays...so wat i didnt go wif u all... all i wan is to c the movie as early as i can...isnt it.... is tat supposed to be wrong... is tat supposed to be weird...i mean wth is wrong wif nt blending in wif the guys...is nt tat i dun like to be wif guys frienz is juz tat i cant stand wat the hell u r doing....does big mouths dun matter to any1 at all....fcuk.... is it tat worth teasing coz i call some1 name wrongly....maybe i shldnt go that jc anymore... the more i c u... the weirder i feel....the ting is nt tat i dun wan to be wif my guy frienz... is juz tat they have their own gangs( i tink cliques sound nicer:]) i dun fit in... plus i didnt go to the gals side for veri long ....i m bored i juz go desiaoz n go back to my own place ALONE....if u all feel tat i m flirting... so be it :)i feel tat i m fine being alone.... sodesnina... hehe:)so i shall be alone... mi a loner.. nth more:)i dunno y... i dun even dare to tok... all i spout is nonsense...another fcuking damn ting happen today...a teacher told mi... i hope u r nt waiting for ans....lol... i m fine if tat is the truth lah....but the fact is i have finished the whole ting alr lah except for a few qs tat need additional info....i mean wth is wrong... u dun like it... u can ask mi to shut up if u tink i m toking...u can even ask mi to get out if u dun like the looks of my face...y the hell do u accuse a person when u dun have any evidence....wat the fcuking is wrong is wif these ppl nowadays.....arrrrrrrrr... forget it ..... be forgiving but nt forgetting ....expected characteristic of cancers.... hehe :)you are now sealed in my heart for eternity ne...now onto nice tings...watch deathnote on sat... nice nice nice!!!!the whole plot veri continuous therefore no climax...i tink sayu is btr looking than minase... hahas....oh ya raito is veri cruel lei... kill her own galfrien juz to gain trust....is he still justice when he is doing tis..... lol...next movie is gg to be exciting wif 2 kiras... i wan to watch... :)i shall yue ppl go or maybe i shld go alone since i m a loner:)in any case... deathnote is nice... hahas :0 will i have a place somewhere ??
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
i tink i shldnt be here but i dunno wat i m doing now....i noe nth abt the remedial etc etc how cum i dunno....rar... i m a useless, dumbo pig!!!!!!!!!wahaha:)i dunno y but i have been feeling sad today...realli dunno y for no apparent reason.....i dun even noe how to tok to her anymore.....feeling guilty coz of splashing water onto mc's bio paper???cant be i nvr have been those hu repent for such tings de....lol... tis seem evil but is the truth....m i feeling sad over my own pract...maybe bah i tink is coz i do too fast le.... i scared i make a lot of careless mistakes....haiz... or is it coz of tat...those tat i have been suppressing till now....dunno wat happen... but it seem overwhelming huh.....i realli dunno y :(
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
i m back from dinner :)come to tink of it...i m weird... y i didnt choose rv n come to nh...coz i dun like the attitudes of some i seen in pri school...y i wan to go nj now?coz the kong qi there is gd....y i have to study...coz i wan to go to nj whereby the kong qi is gd...i m weird isnt it.... lol....i hate studying but i have to study to go to nj.....wat to do wat to do.... hahas... i tink to put it nicely.....i m a mystery tat i myself dunno wat i m or hu i m....n i m waiting for some1 to reveal tat mystery for mi....i wonder if the person will ever come???? hmmm....tis is quoted from some1 dun sue mi for copyright....
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open house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i actually wan to go nj openhouse onli but but in the end i went to 3 instead which r the most higly possible jcs i will be gg to....jj,ac or nj.... haiz... sodasina....damn... the feelings rekindle when i c u...
after gg to these 3 i realise i still wan to go nj...nt becoz the results there gd nor i tink the ppl there gdbut the kong qi there is gd.... wahaha:)the best out of the 3...dun even dare to look into ur eyes:(
oh ya... finally c donnie for like 3 yrs...i have actually been waiting for tis day to come....to prove tat i m taller than her :)so tat i can push her head.... hehe :)i tink i push 3 times today... :)gg off to dinner.. blog later...
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
yay... i bought a new pair of shoes juz to match my blogskin...gay blue again...wahaha:)but the ting is it looks nice to mi n is light.... hehe suppressing my emotions seem effortless..the auntie at the store was nice....wahaha but they r paid to do the job isn it?gd service!!!!she even explains the shoes front will be more comfortable after wearing a few times...hehe... ty ty....perhaps i haven fallen deep yet, is a gd ting, isnt it? :)oh ya... je lib is nice esp at the 2nd floor near the windows there...can c the ppl coming out from the bus....n i saw chun hon today... hehe :)it's btr to step on the brakes now huh....i miss the CHEM LESSON today!!!!!!!!sad sad sad:(ppl will definitely sae i pon de...though is the truth but is nt my fault...blame it on my early sleepness i have these few days.....i slept at 7 pm ytd n the msg came at 8 plus....haiz n i saw it tis morning at 9 plus..... sleep sleep sleep all i can tink of is sleep nowadays...wat a piggy behaviour (-00-)
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Monday, October 09, 2006
i m seriously damn bored.... haiz....i have no idea wat i m actually doing these past few mths...the world juz revolve without mi noeing it rotate...i tink i will juz go back to the old mi...
went to my cousin 21st birthday bbq party?lol... the main ting is meet up wif cousins is fun afterall...although no pogramme juz a bit sianz...wahaha:)oh ya i drank my 1st bit my alcohol tat day....n it tastes sucky although it has a nice smell... hehetat's abt it bah.. nth to much to sae le...juz wanna go to the school i wan bah.... depends on the results...either jj n nj will be fine for mi:)without the trouble of tinking abt tings...on a side note... i dun feel like studying anymore but did i even ever study at all huh????maybe i shld juz let tings stay the way it is now and do a bit of avoidation...
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
oh noo... i have a gay skin...
lol... maybe i m a gay????
hahas... dunno lah.... some ppl sae tis skin veri girly...
but i like lei although i hope the background a bit darker...
haiz... shall ask jj to change again when i found a new 1....
today have the stupid jc toks... though a bit waste time...
but can skip those lessons are quite nice....
wahaha...
l1r5 9 a bit lousy lei at least for my class...
my class is crazy de mah....
so is it my fortune or my misfortune to be in tis class... :)
can u c wat i typing??
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
i tink i sux....i m getting a worse score than mid yr...my mid yr nt tat gd either... mid yr 11...now still 11 worse as in avg score lower... i tink i sux...wahaha:)end of story
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