Thursday, November 30, 2006
boo... veri long nvr blog le...everytime come here feeling there's alot to sae...yet the ironic part is tat whenever tis page open up...everything seems to disappear....weirdo...alot of tings have happen tis past few wks...the emotions juz keep coming n gg...i wonder if something is gg to happenn yesh it did...my leg was injured by the damn bike....hahas...physical injuries r nth...the worst will be the mental torture...watever happens...we will have to carry on wif our own life....frienz r sometimes a passerby in ur life...sometimes they r forever....sometimes they step in n be part of ur life for a whilebe4 retiring....wat frien will u be to mi?being in love n being out of love r juz a line in btw...wat u have decided u have to put it across...if nt it will juz harm each other more...deciding on wat to do together will be better than standing alone...afterall 2 heads r btr than 1....discussing is the onli way tat will lead to the eternal world....so m i in it or out of it...i will sae neither....i m still deciding whether i shld allow my heart give my logical tinking a ko...........lol...on a random note... i realise i look veri ugly... thanx to gao lao... hahas... shoot so many photos... bleah....oh ya... basic respect...thanx mr ng for the meal ytd...veri nice... arigato... hehe....
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
wat u sae may nt be wat u feel....wat u feel may nt be wat u sae...is all the same for every1....i shall not lie to any1 unless the secret i m covering up for is some1 else.....or i choose nt to sae...i c no pt in lying to ppl anymore....no pt in hiding anything from any1....i tink i m panaroid... hahas....i shall nt care wat ppl feel anymore...i shall be selfish... onli care abt myself.... oh ya... i m tired from np....nvr noe is tired...hahas... muz be too long nvr exercise le...hahas..
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
oh ya i m supposed to blog after o levels hor...
hahas... guess o level is rathar alrite... same level as our prelims i guess....
except i will screw some papers....
namely geo elect, english, hcl, chem paper 2 n a maths paper1....
haha... last but nt least... the whole of physics paper....
i m prepared to get a C for tat damn paper....
even though i study....
i studied a lot tis time kk... hahas... more than prelims i guess...
wonder will it pay off...
hahas.... but compared to other ppl...
is lesser than minimum lor....
so sad....
i juz dun like studying lah......
bleah:(
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
i screwed my amaths when it is supposed to be like so easy..... omg....
min -17 marks liaoz.... haiz....
sad sad sad sad ...
i shld go bang my head against the wall....
booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
i m nt supposed to be here....i m juz sad tat i screwed by two compos.... my geo elect.... i dunno wat to do now... sobs....l1r5> 10....
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
woots... tis shall be my last update till 16 oct which is 11 days later... heherar... i m stressed.... realli stressed....i currently still have 4 more chapters of ss to go...n i have alr forget wat i have read for the previous 1 le.....i tink i m so so dead... my brain juz cant register any thing....i tink i m gg to poly le... wahaha....i guess i m juz dumb :)i m a pig anyway huh... isnt it... lol... gd luck every1 n have fun during os.... wahahha :) pigs rox... which means i rox... i m gg crazy le....
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
chem pract.... wat a great choice of ions... lol....thiosulphate hur... lol... makes a great combination with potassium permaganate... lol...haiz.. i m sianz again again... rar....perhaps i shld start to study le...maybe i will be online less often....dun miss mi, my blog....lol....oh yah... ong is nice today... .she cancelled next tues remedial le... wahaha :)yay... oh yeah did i mention abt the chief examiner tingey....lol.... he forget to tell the examiners to read out certain instructions....then some ppl alter their results as calculations r supposed to be more acc...then he purposely come down to apologise....but i still dun like it... when they keep saeing abt penalising....lol.... i mean why is it penalising... is a matter of adding marks or other compensation....nt penalised... penalised means when u did someting wrong...then u get penalised, isnt it....y do they sae penalised in this case... i mean is nt our fault.... so the ting shldnt be penalised rite... lol... wat a weird ting to sae...hahas... maybe they juz wan to make an apology lol....i guess tat's all they can do bah coz watever cambridge decides to do... no1 will can do anything abt isnt it... hahas... juz tat there might be lesser As for the school bah... :)hmmm.. wat shld i do now... u: i realli have no idea how u feel...shld i continue to wait n hope.... u: m i able to step 1 step inside u n stay there for 2 yrs... i have no idea...u: i shld shut up when i m near u ....u: a sudden call makes mi wonder wat type of frien m i....u: can i take an interest in u n study u carefully... is a big ?....
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