Monday, July 24, 2006
i shall tink of a random topic n tok abt it.....hmmmm... since no1 is gg to look... i can choose 1 tat i like....wahahaha....let c the suay topic shall be maturity...hehe... i tink i m a bit sot today...heee...wat does it mean to be mature...i seriously have no ideas... does any1 tink tat i m mature...i doubt it... i tink i m stil a kid...sometimes i even feel some adults r even more childish than i m....some like ahem ahem....i heard ppl sae u have to be mature to go into relationships ( bgr)....i dun tink so... i feel tat is these relationships(all) tat realli allows any1 to mature...is the experience tat allows one to noe more abt themselves...allows one to carry themselves well in front of others...allows one to grow mentally...tat is wat i meant to mature....the reason i admit i m immature is tat i m head on...unable to tink calmly...unable to sae the rite tings at the rite time.... in fact i m juz a little kid....i go with my heart rathar than my brains most of the time....is tat the prob wif mi...or is someting else...even when my tings get taken away...i can do nth abt it when my brains ask mi to....my heart tells mi is btr tis way.... isnt it strange how the brains a highly intelligent ting have to listen something tat is less smart than mi...but tat's mi...i guess i m juz a weirdo... hahas....now comes a time where my brain listens to my heart again....although i wish i do nt listen to my heart so much....but the brain seems to have a weak spot for the heart....i have no choice.... even when tat ting happens...my heart stills wan mi to hang on to tat...mature meh? mi? i dun tink so... let's hope i can get thr tis sooner or later.... i realli hope wat i feel abt maturity is true n i made no mistakes abt it....hiding in a croner of the world...
looking in tat direction....
- looking out
