rarrrr.............. i m so damn super pissed today lah... the gp teacher sae tat we will have a stupid magazine ting... whereby these ppl will come and c wat the hell we gg to do for NE.... wat the hell lah... is all those morally correct shit again... i m sick of it lah.... maybe i m juz guai lan.. but is on the last wk of of school wed lah.. i was planning to go back to nj on tat wk de lor... c lah... wth.... maybe is juz tat i m guai lan bah... but i juz dun like it... n y muz it be our class... is alrite in the cirrculum hrs but it will be outside n she sae dunno when it will end lah......wth.... tat's the bad ting... i m so so dead...
it juz seems like everything is bad today... i have enuff le... bloody helll..... then go for the pw shit... the lecturer keeps shouting thr e microphone... super pissed lah... i almost shout back to sae CAN U PLS DUN SHOUT? rarrrrrrrrrrrrrr......
is juz part of it onli.... still gt more to go... relax... is juz onli a prelude... luckily no1 sms mi today wif a stupid msg if nt tat person sure kena 1 bascially no1 msg mi (:( hahas... back to the ting... some bloody person ask mi to collect pw work for the rep when the rep nvr ask mi to do anything lah... i mean wat rite do u have to ask mi to do such a ting... i nvr volunteer myself god damn it... wat is wrong wif u..... the reason y i dun wan to be a rep is becoz i dun wan to do tis type of shit again... call mi selfish or watever u like... i have done more than enuff in my secondary school... it's time to take a break from this.... HAD ENUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat else is there? let c.... the next 2 r still norm lor.... i fail my chem test again n then ohhh gp essay... i have to work hard abt the test le... shall tink less of tings like ahem ahem le... but i juz cant dun tink abt it... is part of mi le... how how... so so dead lah...
on a side note...i tink i noe wat is my god le... today during chapel i suddenly recall abt the time the pastor i tink of dunno wat church shares abt how he gt to noe god... is abt how he suddenly hear some1 calling to do something tat is rite at tat pt of time.... for mi... no offence to any1 obviously... hahas... later every1 come bash mi up... the more i tink abt it, the more it links to something.... nt christainity, nt buddhism, nt taoism, nt islamic.... i suddenly gt the link of conscience to god... if tat something tat ask u to do something rite at tat pt of time.... isnt tat our conscience tat is doing the job... hence is conscience = god ?
hahas... is onli a side note ba le... shant dwell on the matter too much... hehe... ok... tis shall end my post for today... i cant help but to do tis... i juz wanna noe... i juz wanna tell everything... juz looking at the mail is enuff to brighten mi up.... *_*
