Friday, August 24, 2007
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......juz feel like screaming....
dun ask mi y?
is it stress... i dunno but i dun tink so...
has been a while...
m i still brooding over the ting the matter....
i realli dunno... i tot i will be alrite de lei...
so serious tat i will be alrite...
even if is brooding over...i shld be fine by now...
dun tell mi the whole cycle has to keep repeating it self...
tsk tsk....
juz wtf hell is wrong wif mi...
juz give mi my remedy so i will be alrite....
haiz...
busy wk... i tot i can rush up the tutorial but it turn out tat i fail once again...
everything is gg fast i cant find time to study...
i m stupid but i dun wan to fail promo
dun wan dun wan...
i wan to graduate de...
haiz..........
all the commitments i have r starting to become veri heavy le...
maybe i lost the sign of my best passion
tat's y everything fades away wif mi bah....
where's all the passion for my current commitments i have no idea...
i dun wan to do all tis crap
i seriously dun... maybe i might quit art...
tsk tsk....
i m such a failure..... in all areas...
i need some1 as a guide...
so where is it.......
can i find it again.... i wonder...
- looking out
Monday, August 20, 2007
ahhh..... crap...life's in a mess...
i juz finish writing my gp essay like 5 mins ago...
i m supposed to hand up in like 2 hrs time...
been slacking as usual...
hu can teach mi how to stop slacking...
wanting to finish my bio essay for like 2 wks
n i m nt halfway thr yet...
haven packed bio file for chk eh... shit...
haven even start studying for chem as well...
wat crap have i been doing...
i have been scraping the deadline from time to time....
oh well... .this sure sux....
i tot i finish all hw beforehand le n
yet y the hell m i shaving a close death wif deadline...
tok when i come back from school bah
shldnt be here in the 1st place... haven finish skimming thr
my gp package:(
i cant afford tis life much longer.... tsk tsk...
sometimes i need help oso...
i m nt a robot eh.. .hahas...
to u- i hear nth but silence from u
do i have to take the initiative again....
i wan to get rid of the ting hiding in my cupboard:(
- looking out
Monday, August 13, 2007
stupid mi screwed up maths big time....big big time...
i noe how to do de lei...
but dunno y i nvr do...
so dumb n stupid ....
totally brainless........
rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....................
i m stressed but i dunno for wat...
tests?? pw?? np? lifeguard? u?
realli no idea...
somehow everything seems to be immense...
guess i will be quite emo tis few days...
beware ppl...
the true mi is gg to dominate for quite some time....
been so long since i sat down n stare at the sky n do nth....
sometimes it take more than a brain to work...
the time counts too...
perhaps i dun even have brain at alll....
- looking out
Friday, August 10, 2007
wat's wrong wif mi ???maybe i shld juz isolate myself from the rest of the world n mug my head off... hahas...
short simple n sweet eh... hahas...
maybe i shall volcano erupt soon...
beware ppl... hee...
- looking out
Sunday, August 05, 2007
- looking out
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
y do u hook ur pinkies when u make a promise?hahas.... onli now then i noe the reason....
hook alr n then u turn it upside down...
there's the reason...
hahas...
interesting isnt it or maybe is becoz i m e onli noob person hu duno tat...
to those hu keeps reading tis is 1 happi post once in a while eh....
next wk hols hope tat i can c more time n more time for myself...
heheh.... somehow feel like digging a hole n hide...
feel like cing s24 ppl, xians n hmmm... 4/5 ppl... haas....
c 1st ba... btw i wan to find a chem tutor... gp oso bah....
hahas....
- looking out