ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... juz feel like screaming.... dun ask mi y? is it stress... i dunno but i dun tink so... has been a while... m i still brooding over the ting the matter.... i realli dunno... i tot i will be alrite de lei... so serious tat i will be alrite... even if is brooding over...i shld be fine by now... dun tell mi the whole cycle has to keep repeating it self... tsk tsk.... juz wtf hell is wrong wif mi... juz give mi my remedy so i will be alrite.... haiz...
busy wk... i tot i can rush up the tutorial but it turn out tat i fail once again... everything is gg fast i cant find time to study... i m stupid but i dun wan to fail promo dun wan dun wan... i wan to graduate de... haiz..........
all the commitments i have r starting to become veri heavy le... maybe i lost the sign of my best passion tat's y everything fades away wif mi bah.... where's all the passion for my current commitments i have no idea... i dun wan to do all tis crap i seriously dun... maybe i might quit art... tsk tsk....
i m such a failure..... in all areas... i need some1 as a guide... so where is it....... can i find it again.... i wonder...
